My third Valentine's Day

14/02


Today is one of the best days in my life. It's my third time celebrating valentine's day and it is also my third time celebrating with my high school sweetheart, Cathy Ho. Although her parents didnt allow her to see me, we still managed to celebrate it at home. Her parents are in overseas actually. lol. I woke up in the morning and drove to collect the bouquet of roses for her. I sent it to her house at about 11am.

SHE WASNT SUPRISED OR SHOWED ANY REACTIONS =(

She told me that she expected it. Its okay, she was still happy to receive it. I went home and bath my car then bath myself and drove to the gym. Workout for about 2 hours and I went to her house. Bath there and we had dinner. We also invited Bernard and Ning over for dinner. We just had something simple, Domino's Pizza. Later on, we watched Disaster Movie. It was kinda bored though.

I'll be staying over at her house tonight and spend the night together. Baby, I hope you'll allow me to spend every Valentine's Day that gonna come in future. Love you always, Cathy Ho.

Pics will be uploaded soon*

31/10


Scarry Friday....
Its SSC's 5th Formers graduation today. Sorry people but I cant upload the pic yet, my USB cable is currently not with me. Everyone looks good, the girls put on their make up while the guys wrere trying to adjust each other. Datuk Azalina Othman, our Tourism Minister was there to watch us too. It was a lil touching with all those pics taken and was shown at the hall through the projector.
6 months in SSC is no difference like you're in ISA detention camp. With all those stupid teachers like ISA officers telling you waht to do and torturing you. You just cant imagine it. But while I'm in this so called ISA detention camp, I made friends woth lots of detainees. Only a small amount of them of coz. The rest of them went cuckoo because thre were held for too long in that detention camp. Don't worry Pauline, you are not 1 of those cuckoo ones I'm talking about. I'm glad I was only there for 5 months. Unlike some, they were detained for many many years till they couldnt control themselves and went insane.

I'M FINALLY RELEASED FROM SSC, THE 2nd ISA CAMP!!!

At night, Syauqat fetched me and we went to Sunway Pyramid. Had dinner in McD. After dinner, we went to Bar Celona. IT WAS FULLHOUSE MAN!!!! I met up with lots of my old friends and even they have problems going inside. ITS HALOWEEN NIGHT!!! I went to Flame and Republic but its was boring. We decided to stick to the plan and it took us almost 2 hours waiting outside. Called up Zaiza and he came. He and I knew the owner so we went in and chck if there were any place. The VIP place are all taken and we decided to leave coz its seriously full house. I suggested we go to Asia Cafe for pool and beer and everyone agreed. I had almost 2 buckets of beer and a round of pool. Uncle Zainal called Zaiza to get Marlboro so we have to leave immedietely. It was a lil funny though coz Faris THE HARRY MONSTER thinks Zaiza is a niger. HAHAHA! Well, he do looks like Usher. One thing about tonight, every club in town plays this song called:

THRILLER by Michael Jackson

We felt that were in the 80s. Seriously

30/10

Panas punye Wednesday,
I WILL MAKE THIS SHORT: I woke up in the morning and fetched Cathy, my accounts tuition teacher, to my house. After an hour, send her to Bernard's house. After that, zoomed to APIIT. Wanted to collect my impounded cellphone but it was an insucess. There are lots of procedure to go, therefore I got fed up and zoomed to Ara Damansara to see my handsome malay brother, Lang. Had a short conversation with him and my beautiful friend, Pauline, called. I forgotten that I was supposed to fetch her. Betapa susah payah pun I must fetch her. Cant dump her alone coz some hamsap cab drivers will catch her away. I zoomed to Shah Alam and I bumped into a roadblock. Lucky I was a driver who obeyed the rules so I wasnt stopped. Blood rushed to my head and I was shrinking. WHY?? COZ I GOT NO DRIVING LICENCE! Obeyed the rules konon! Fetched beautiful Pauline to Asia Cafe. Went home after that.

In the evening I went for a mohawk haircut. After that I zoomed to Asia Cafe..AGAIN..to meet up with the ladies and of course, the gentlemen. I heard there was a conflict going on. Didnt really care much. Pauline sat by my side and cheer me up as I was kinda not in the mood. Thanks Pauline, you're really sweet. Makesure the ants dont come to you.

Night, nothing much I've done. Went for dinner and came home. After my bath, I lye on my bed and chatted with Pauline. After that I went online and she taught me how to link up people in the blog coz I needed her assistance. *I SUCK IN PC* I'm from the stone age I must say. Thanks again Pauline. You shall be appreciated.

BOREDOM

29/10

Blardy hot Saturday,
Today is one of the paling bosan day of my life. I'm damn dead today. Just sittin down watching movies. I tried studying but my mind is elsewhere. Why is that so? Aku pun tak tau.

At night, I washed my Toyota Camry and shine it with Turtle Wax. Waited for my mom to sleep and I sneaked out with my shining Toyota Camry and of course, Adrian. Waited for my neighbour, Zaiza, Selangor state player for soccer and soon to be national player. Quite a celeb too. We zoomed off to Darusalam and true enough he was a celeb, some people shook his hands when they saw him. Sat and drink and later on zoomed to Asia Cafe. Played pool till 3am and left. Reached home, watched Texas Chainsaw. DAMN SCARRRYYYY MANNN!!!!!! Adrian came home with his frien and he was drunk. WTF?! He tried to argue but I warned him no more night out for him. I'm not trying to be a father here but I'm concerned!

Old School BDD 2949 of Mr. Ramli Maidin

Those who are fans of Mr. Ramli Maidin definitely remember this 'old school' Mercedes Benz. I still remember when I first saw this car was during one evening after school. He was driving this 'old school' out of the school and he saw me walking into the school with Lang and suspected something amiss. He stopped and asked me:

Pegi mana???

Isap okok ke??

Mane ade cikgu?? Saje kluar berborak..

Betul ke??

Betul cikgu..

Jangan tipu cikgu tau..betul tak isap okok kan?

Betuuulll cikguuuu.....

Ha..cepat masuk balik skola..jgn kluar lagi..

This happened last year during his 2nd day in APIIT. I still remembered very well. Till today,his car is still parked at the basement of APIIT. The owner that everyone loves is no longer here anymore.

You'll always be missed Mr. Ramli Maidin.

*this pic is taken during Tahlil night.

Kedah slang

16/10



Depressed Thursday,

I still cant accept the fact that you're gone. The man that I respect most left too early. My daily routine is never the same since you're gone. Your Kedah slang I still can hear. I felt like sobbing many times. Finally I sobbed in the car when I was on my way home. I remember the times when you taught me Seni Visual, your wrinkled hands I always look at. You encouraged me to draw eventhough I hated Seni Visual. I remember once you told me that as long as I draw on the art block, I'll never fail Seni Visual. I remembered early this year when I wanted to drop Seni Visual, you said in your Kedah slang : "Buat apa nak drop Seni?? Seni kan boleh dapat extra A dalam SPM." I'm glad I continued Seni Visual with all the knowledge you gave me. From shading to lightings, everything.

Its shameful for a guy to cry but I dont feel shameful at all crying because of him. When I reached home today, I locked myself in the room thinking of what you've done for me in the past. I sobbed badly. I texted Adib today saying:

Lang, I'm sad. Tiap kali aku teringatkan C.Ramli, aku tak tahan. Aku sgt rindukan beliau.

Adib called me right away. I was still sobbing like a girl. He explained something to me. In Islam, the deceased wont want to see their loved ones sobbing or else they wont leave the world peacefully.

Tahlil is tomorow, I'm attending it. I hope I can control myself. Your Kedah slang is in my head and will always be in my head. May the Lord bless you and light will always follow you.

Ilmu yang Cikgu Ramli berikan tidak akan saya sia-siakan.

A father, principal, mentor and friend

15/10

Sad rainy Wednesday,
A night passed and everyone is still at grief. The great man, Mr. Ramli Maidin passed away peacefully on 14/10 evening due to a sudden heart attack. Without him, I wont be who I am today. I remembered the moments he scolded me and punished me for my mischieve. I also remembered the time he praised me. All his jokes I still can remember very well. This man moulded me from zero to someone. Without him, I wont be the 'someone'. I remembered the hard times he went through to bring up the school. I've never blamed him for punishing me nor scolding me. We joked together at times. When I created trouble in class, he called me down to his room for some advice. The advice he given me I'll never forget. All the words are still clear in my mind. The way he walks, the way he talks and the way he stands is still in my mind. His voice I still can hear clearly. He had always treated me and respected me. Unlike other teachers, they dont care the damn about me. He is one caring principal. Sometimes, he covers up for me hoping that I'll realise my mistake and change.

I remebered once when I punched a kid, he called me down and adviced me that I cant take things into my own hands. He asked me to appologise to that kid. Till today, my parents never knew what I've done. I learnt that violence can never solve problems. He is one of a kind principal with his own ways of dealing with students like me. He made me realised alot of things.

I never had a chance to see him for one last time. His death is depressing me.

Mr. Ramli went for his rounds as usual every morning. After his rounds, he chatted with Desmond. He cracked a joke to Desmond and that was the time everything turned sour. He fainted at the lobby infront of Desmond's eyes. Immedietely he was sent to SJMC. He was under coma then. While he was coma, everyone cried beside him. Although he was unconcious, his tears flowed. I guess he could hear us. After hours of coma, his soul finally left us.

I could not accept the fact that he left us. I was very saddened over his death. Before this, he was under pressure and stress over political issues. His deputy tried to overpower him trying to tumble him. He was even criticised in the internet by critics. Those who called him a DIRT will pay.

In my heart,this GREAT MAN is no DIRT. He is a man with dignity and deserves respect. He will always be my favourite principle. He gained full respect from me and my respect for him is to the fullest.
He is a great and wise principal. Not only that, he is also like a father to me. He is a true and understanding friend. A mentor. He will be missed and always in loving memories. May you rest in peace dear Mr. Ramli Maidin.